For years, I believed the lies of the enemy that I am worthless, I’ll never accomplish anything, and I’ll always be trapped in a cycle of addiction. I felt so lost for so long.
When I came to retreat, I was searching. I walked all over the campgrounds asking God to find me and wondering why He wasn’t pursuing me. Then I realized: sometimes you have to be still and wait on God to guide you in the direction you're supposed to go. At that moment, I felt the Holy Spirit guiding me to the Worship Room. And that is where everything changed.
toward the Worship Room. I put my hand on the doorknob and turned it to open the door. Immediately, I felt the presence of the Lord wash over me. It was indescribable. I felt love, stronger than anything I’ve ever felt before. All I could do was fall to my knees and cry. I'm telling you, I’ve been married 38 years, and I deeply love my husband. But there is no love like the power and presence of God!
I pray that my testimony helps someone know God is here. He will always pursue you. And He will always answer you when you call Him. I now know all this is true, and I will never ever again forget how God has blessed me.